my life currently:
>wake up
>remember who i am
>blurt out "you should kill yourself"
>distractions
>cringe memory
>blurt out "you should kill yourself"
>distractions
>forced social interaction (it goes badly)
>blurt out "you should kill yourself"
>daydream about tulpa as i drift of into sleep
>cringe memory
>blurt out "you should kill yourself"

idk why but there's like a pressure in my head and i have to say something out loud like i have Tourette's but it's exclusively about wanting to kill myself. good thing the aul ma's hearing isn't the best, i say it to myself like 20 times lol

feeler... thats so fucking cute:

https://soupchan.org/images/50

Internet trolling is a lost artform. You don't have forums anymore only reddit where the neckbeards will just downvote your post into obscurity

life is good, soup bros ^_^ im helping wiz sister recover her data. shes a good lil sis and i love her.

Chicken is more protein dense than steak/beef and cheaper too but it tastes boring as hell unless you prep it and marinate it etc. and even then it is still so dry. So as someone trying to get muscle I opt to just buy steaks because they are more tasty and easier to flavour, I don't mind the cost. If I need cheap I could just buy cheap bulk mince (especially the ones on sale because they are about to expire) and cook something with that

the most likely poster here to have the feds interested in them is stevie any way. hes probably active on half a dozen potential shooter websites.

warrant canaries.. what a bunch of schizo non-sense. its like those sovereign citizens who think they can make up their own laws. a judge would lmao at this in court and just throw u in jail.

im pickle REEEEEE

oink, oink, oink! gluttony is my sin!

i love eating food. its one of the few great jobs of life. i like being a big fat glutton and eating multi-course meals. feels good man!

posting on a site with a warrant canary that was explicitly and intentionally removed

I've made some small changes to the site:
- ban + delete previously deleted all replies if they were ops to threads. that meant killing non-offenders posts as collateral. ive instead marked their ops harder to read and kept the original replies
- backups on the server every hour, binary diffs on the db for integrity, offsite backup every 3 hours
- safe guards for not banning mods own self (lmao) might as well
- all actions are now easily reversible in the event they need to be undone
- mana identity deletion is still hard delete
- new controls for bans so if delete all posts are used the mod has to review it and cant fuck shit up accidentally

mostly just changes to make sure the site integrity doesnt get harmed either by accident and to improve backup. the backup system i implemented yesterday didnt work perfectly and highlighted gaps. things should be more robust now.

feeling a lot of love for my feeler friends right now. cant wait to massage their naked wiz bodies later.