that feeler got an ass like granny smiths and im about to go apple bobbin'

>>8949
maybe

>>8953
i seriously think anyone slse in my position would've roped by now, but somehow i can still manage to find tiny joys and things to immerse myself in that aren't poisoned by my personality disorder. none of it matters tho bcuz it doesn't change my trajectory and is just a distraction. my intellectual pursuits mean fuck all bcuz i'm mentally disabled and can't interact with people so i will never have any kind of career or be seen as anything other tnan a disgusting ogre freak.

>>8921
I bet if you took off those tight police pants you'd have just hunks of cellulite and fat cheeks begging to be freed and you'd take one whiff and get blown away for miles

I have been reading Frankenstein for almost a year, by reading I mean I read a few pages then my zoom adhd/dopamine fiend brain goes to my phone or video game and I don't read for several weeks. I have made major headway the past few weeks though and getting closer to the end, it's pretty good. Not to spoil anything, but the monster (who is not frankenstein, he is made by frankenstein) is not retarded like in many of the popular hollywood adaptations, he is very intellectual and interesting

That is pretty much all I will eat for the rest of the day I am a stuffed pig

I did not eat the fifth piece. It did not come with dipping sauces for some reason. I am full now..I am downing a coke with ice

>>8948
nigga, i'm a shut-in that fits the criteria for avpd. i've basically been extremely socially avoidant since childhood and a result i'm also extremely socially stunted. i can't get a job bcuz the prospect of being evaluated in an interview is suicide fuel for me. i can't look people in the eye and i go non-verbal due to anxiety. even getting from point A to B in town is difficult for me bcuz the whole time i feel suicidal and paranoid that people are laughing at me. i've let myself go physically enough that random people in public outright mock me and it's no longer imagined. i only feel normal when alone and even that peace is brokem by intrusive cringe memories. seriously, i've never encountered a wiz that as mentally ill as me.

why do it be like that

book of job

you should get some canned beef its pretty good slop

>>8938
Breaking it down into steps and attacking it strategically is exactly what you seem to think your the rapist is going to do.

Honestly I think you're taking yourself too seriously. I could probably spin up some argument about my personal trauma, and honestly if you're anywhere close to average I probably have a better justification for depression and so called tauma than you do. Maybe I am traumatized and depressed, but so what. I get out and do things and no one is the wiser lol. Life's too short to mope around like that. Every year you're 'working through things' or 'in therapy' is probably more than a percent of your life basically wasted, and probably more than 5% of your 'prime'. Don't do that you bozo!

tfw too depressed to feed myself properly, just order slop

And when you are horribly depressed in the dream and you wake up and you still feel it and it takes awhile for it to go away

>>8939
Just been in tech long enough, really