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i've had these types of thoughts before, but a good person just isn't built for this shit. you'd get destroyed by guilt and shame. naturally evil people feel nothing, pleasure even. to them, thinking about how they fucked someone over makes them feel pride and accomplishment. a normal person has no way to compartmentalize that shit easily, it just destroys you from the inside. i mean, read dostoevsky's crime & punishment, it's a good case study in the form of a novel.