#382
4 weeks ago
I am a computer science nerd and I really enjoy math because those are the only things that makes me feel more or less useful, although I am aware it's mostly a delusion. I'm a 30 year old loser who sill touch his stuff to anime women, lives with his mother, daydreams a lot and is scared of going out to touch some grass. The only thing that keeps me away from being a damn lolcow is the fact that I'm not a public figure or whatever and I don't give a shit about online drama. Will life bring me something better? ...No idea, probably not. Now I'm going to see Kurumi Tokisaki-san's butt for the tenth time in the day.
#370
4 weeks ago
posting on lain was a mistake. they don't get it, they will NEVER get it!!
to be fair you have to have a v v v high iq to enjoy soupchan
gooker's existential catchphrase "you only need one blanket" goes over the typical lurker's head
true fans have the capacity to appreciate the years of lore behind this twitter clone
to be fair you have to have a v v v high iq to enjoy soupchan
gooker's existential catchphrase "you only need one blanket" goes over the typical lurker's head
true fans have the capacity to appreciate the years of lore behind this twitter clone
#366
4 weeks ago
attention:
there could be real witchies lurking right now o_o
this place doesn't have the magical barriers that usually keep them away
it is entirely possible that you could receive a DM from a witchie bcuz of a banger feel that you wrote
this is very unsettling...
there could be real witchies lurking right now o_o
this place doesn't have the magical barriers that usually keep them away
it is entirely possible that you could receive a DM from a witchie bcuz of a banger feel that you wrote
this is very unsettling...
#354
4 weeks ago
ummm matty, why doesn't the uniques/day work
also a cool wiz idea....maybe custom emotes that you can buy with mana, nothing too flashy or annoying
also a cool wiz idea....maybe custom emotes that you can buy with mana, nothing too flashy or annoying
#351
4 weeks ago
https://x.com/real_hotaru/status/2085806915519393924
that's what happens when you leave plato's cave 😭
that's what happens when you leave plato's cave 😭
Hello, twitter. I just had a cup of latte and I took a picture of it on my iphone 18 or whatever is the lates iphone is nowadays
#328
4 weeks ago
I'll tell you something cool.
this entire site is running on my custom runtime for Python. its a runtime that is designed to add go-style networking to python. its targeted at python 3.13t+ free-threaded, so each thread is a real OS thread without the GIL. but what my runtime does is allow for the equivalent of "Go routines" in python. you end up being able to run millions of light-weight stackful functions, and schedule them across OS threads.
Now, consider that a similar framework like django in python was hand-optimised to within an inch of its life, and any mistake still has the potential to slow down the entire process and event loop the request is in, and the difference here is massive. so yeah, this whole site functions as one big experiment to showcase the state-of-the art in Python networking.
this entire site is running on my custom runtime for Python. its a runtime that is designed to add go-style networking to python. its targeted at python 3.13t+ free-threaded, so each thread is a real OS thread without the GIL. but what my runtime does is allow for the equivalent of "Go routines" in python. you end up being able to run millions of light-weight stackful functions, and schedule them across OS threads.
Now, consider that a similar framework like django in python was hand-optimised to within an inch of its life, and any mistake still has the potential to slow down the entire process and event loop the request is in, and the difference here is massive. so yeah, this whole site functions as one big experiment to showcase the state-of-the art in Python networking.
#325
4 weeks ago
for the past 5 nights ive slept without sleeping pills. I normally take mirtazapine to sleep but I had wanted to stop because even med I don't need to be on is another potential side effect I don't need to have. I have day-time drowsiness if I take mirtazapine. so I'd wanted to try stop taking or reduce my medications as much as allowable. trying to just replace them with life style changes or supplements that aren't as heavy.
for sleep i take:
taurine, magnesium, glycine, and fish oil. it works quite well.
i think my brain health has really improved a lot over time. all the things that i struggled hard to do have made simple things that much easier. before i could not sleep a wink without mirtazapine. that observation is extremely significant when mirtazapine withdrawal causes intense insomnia + ive had life long sleep issues.
i think to fix a lot of this stuff you need to improve health over all. and gradually things get easier.
for sleep i take:
taurine, magnesium, glycine, and fish oil. it works quite well.
i think my brain health has really improved a lot over time. all the things that i struggled hard to do have made simple things that much easier. before i could not sleep a wink without mirtazapine. that observation is extremely significant when mirtazapine withdrawal causes intense insomnia + ive had life long sleep issues.
i think to fix a lot of this stuff you need to improve health over all. and gradually things get easier.