i kind of went to bed earlier last night, and i felt tired and fell asleep but it was the weird kind of half-sleep that's more like a shitty nap and then i woke up in the middle of the night (neighbor has his phone on the floor and i heard it buzzing at 4:30) and couldn't fall asleep for a couple of hours but eventually fell asleep and i'm up at 1pm instead of 5pm as usual lol, so i'm improving.

nooo dont take risks any more u might get seriously hurt. cause ur older... and bigger... and less mobile... and big things fall harder.... FUCKING DIE.

nooo dont eat sugar... its so bad for u... no dont eat anything baked it will raise ur cholesterol. if you use computer too long it will cause eye strain... if u stay inside too long ur vit d levels get ruined... if you sit too long it reduces ur life span.......... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

getting old sucks so bad its just like. cant eat this or youll get fat. have to eat enough fiber or you cant shit. have to eat veges and other crap or your arteries will clog. have to exercise or you might get blood clots. drugs hit you ten times as hard. you get aches for no reason. FUCK. and youth lasts like 20 years then 60 years of shit... being a human is shit.

feels has 22x as many posts than here ;____; we have to work 22x harder to beat it!

Ordered a taxi for work and the taxi driver called me cause he couldn't find the street name I was on and thought it didn't exist then trying to explain where it was and the street next to it and how to spell it then i think he just got butthurt and rage quit and hung up and canceled the trip lol

tfw the autism jumper ive worn for 10 years almost every day is falling apart... this is an important part of my routine and if it breaks idk what to do. i should buy a sewing kit and try repair it.

let me FUCKING kill you!

Today's lunch at Asian place: Mongolian beef (with rice and vege) and spring rolls

Dreamed I was like in some game similar to counter strike but also like a gmod rp server but kind of real life if that makes sense. I had a custom homemade needle gun type thing that you could poison the needles but I think it was illegal, but I couldn't find good oppprtuntiies to use it and felt guilty because I think it really hurt people

Tummy hurt from yesterday food binge

when the wizard you used to hate becomes the wizard you want to FUCK

matty's musty manhole

so damn musty... but so damn good

my dad is always angry with my mom every day he becomes more evil

i love u lil feeler frogs